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Sailing to Byzantium....

2005-08-06T01:13:00.000-07:00

anywho today was cool went to the movies with some freinds...why is it that friday nights have so many prosti-tots...its just sloppy to see 12 year olds with skirts smaller than my pointer finger....

anywho...prolly wondering about the title...well i just randomly put stuff as my title...it actually has nothing to do with this post...

b-e-a-u tiful

2005-08-03T11:28:00.000-07:00

hey all

well las night was kinda a bust me and a bunch of my freinds were gonna go to gateway raceway(dragstrip) and race but turns out they couldnt go so i didnt go either its okay though we have made plans to try to go again....

today im goin out to lunch with a freind then afterwards the mall to hit on old ladies...unless we see younger ladies to hit on that is...

"and i dont know how to say this but.....im kinda a big deal...people know me.....and im just gonna put this out there,and if you like it send it right back......i wanna get on you......i mean it..."

Willy Wonka!

2005-07-27T15:02:00.000-07:00

Ok so ill get pics soon keep your pants on fella's...in the mean time i thought id post some of the poems ive written...feel free to give advice and tips

My life:

Another day gone by
another day closer untill i die
have i made this life worth while
has anything i have done or will do
will it make someone smile?

when i think about my life
i want to see what will be
not what has been
because the past is too painfull
to look back again

when into the future what shall i see
will my future be full of hate broken dreams and misery
or happy,hopefull,calm and serenity?

but now i can finnaly see
my future is what i choose it to be
its likewise for you as well as me
we can choose our paths
but choose carefully
because the roads we pick
dont always have an exit

Getting over you:

Im finally feeling okay
although i still do stumble on the words i didnt say
im glad its over im glad it ended this way

I hope you dont feel as empty and broken as i once did
I hope you dont know or have the feelings i once hid
but im now okay
these words i thought id never get to say

Im over you...
Im over you...

the flash you see was me passing by
leaving you behind and all of the lies
all along i thought i knew
though i didnt want to beleive
that the thoughts i had would ever come true

the plauged

so now i lay my soul to sleep
i will keep strong
and pray my heart yours to keep

ill trust in you
if you trust in me
and maybe one day
ill know serenity

but for now this soul knows no rest
well how could i?
when im always thinking im lesser than best

though you tell me its not so
u tell me im everything
though i still dont even know

why am i so blind as to not realize
why must i think this way
but most of all why do i beleive my lies

the mind is a dangerous ground
one where war is always waged
this is just another poem
from a mind that has been plauged

"HAPPY"

i look at your pretty face
and i hope to erase the memories
the thoughts that i cant bear to face

the sound of your voice
clouds my memory
and then i think about what you did to me

i cant bear to stand
while i stumble
with a knife in my hand

slit wrists blood running black
trying to figure out
what in my life i lack

you find this out in the end
that the blood thats dripping
never even began

so many failed attempts
always beleived words
though never really meant

fancy cars,diamond rings
things of this world
with no meaning
you could have it all
but still have nothing

so while i bleed
just think about these things
the things u thought u'd need

Back from arkansas

2005-07-26T16:11:00.000-07:00

hey all

long time no post...not really its been a weekend...anywho it was alot of fun hung out with the guys(and gals) ill post pics soon dont worry jus a matter of gettin up the energy to do it...cause im really lazy...also with my older bro sayin "im his bigger bro(emphasis on bigger) ill let pics speak for themselves...and u all can make your own conclusion...

so the movie the amityville horror(however u spell the town)the original movie is a movie that will suck the life right out of u..dont bother...its also alot like the shining which is a good movie...BUT this movie jus blows

also in case u havent noticed the only punctuation i use is ... ( ) and the occasional " ".... yes i dont punctuate this has pissed off all of my english teachers but i still refuse last year i turned an 8 page report into one gigantic run on sentance yet still passed with a 80 somthin percent...86 i beleive

also check this out--

i found this cool car commercial . Just copy and paste the link below. What happens is it starts off as the car is driveing down a road and as soon as it dissapears behind some trees look really closely and make sure your computer speakers are turned up pretty loud...if u look close enough when the car emerges from behind the trees you will see a ghost following the car and if your volume is up enough you can hear it saying somthin...once the car company saw this phenomina(spelling?) they decided it was unable to be aired on t.v...let me know what you all think...and what u think the ghost says...it might take a bit to load and if the link doesnt work just copy and paste it in ur browser

http://www.hypertony.co.uk/others/Classic_Auto_1.mpeg

quote of the day: "Expectations....the breeding ground for dissapointment..."

First day

2005-07-22T12:08:00.000-07:00

Well this is my first day at blogger...i guess u could call me a blogger virgin...but dont worry back at xanga i was a posting whore....

anywho....i dont have much to say right at the moment im just starting my day basically...

Quote of the day: If at first you dont succeed...lower your standards...